After twenty years.
Life has changed.
I am sad, and maybe I will share my reasons soon.
Meanwhile, just a note about my sadness..
Пусть будет и тут
Prieš 4 savaites
2021-04-29
2016-02-19
It's been a long time when I last visited you.
Now writing to remind you all of myself.
I am alive, doing fine and sometimes even enjoy my achievements.
And only one thing is really sad about lfe is the loss of trust and disappointment in someone.
I am sad and feeding my sadness to the level it is saturated and explodes into small rainbow...
Serious, I loved you once, prince Hamlet.
Now writing to remind you all of myself.
I am alive, doing fine and sometimes even enjoy my achievements.
And only one thing is really sad about lfe is the loss of trust and disappointment in someone.
I am sad and feeding my sadness to the level it is saturated and explodes into small rainbow...
Serious, I loved you once, prince Hamlet.
2014-11-01
2014-05-15
When the music's over, turn of the light
It's been quite a distant moment since I have forgotten this blog. However, things change in life.
Now it's time to say something new, perhaps.
One of the very important storylines in my life is over.
I have learned a lot, but the pain is really distracting me from the things I love so much.
Pain.
The anatomy of pain.
First you cannot believe this happens to you. Then you start believing but at the same time you want to keep an emotional distance from the events happening.
Subsequently, you're consciously trying to recover and return to your usual path but the memories are killing you.
So... Not easy.
What do I do?
I listen to the music.
Read a lot until my eyelids become heavy like a ... coffin.
I remember the nice moments in my life BEFORE that.
THE THAT THING is pretty commonplace. I have let you go. Nothing too much to add.
If you ask the Google for hits on the topic, you'll find loads of them. I am not alone.
I remember Woody Allen. "Anie Hall". Ladi-da. Ladi-da.
And I probably need to thank you.
Because you made me move forward.
So, I am on the road again.
Now it's time to say something new, perhaps.
One of the very important storylines in my life is over.
I have learned a lot, but the pain is really distracting me from the things I love so much.
Pain.
The anatomy of pain.
First you cannot believe this happens to you. Then you start believing but at the same time you want to keep an emotional distance from the events happening.
Subsequently, you're consciously trying to recover and return to your usual path but the memories are killing you.
So... Not easy.
What do I do?
I listen to the music.
Read a lot until my eyelids become heavy like a ... coffin.
I remember the nice moments in my life BEFORE that.
THE THAT THING is pretty commonplace. I have let you go. Nothing too much to add.
If you ask the Google for hits on the topic, you'll find loads of them. I am not alone.
I remember Woody Allen. "Anie Hall". Ladi-da. Ladi-da.
And I probably need to thank you.
Because you made me move forward.
So, I am on the road again.
2013-01-15
January 15, 2013
The sun was hidden behind the clouds. I was struggling with my sore throat, but inside there was a feeling that all this had some meaning.
So I left this state for further fermentation. Now it is maturing.
Cheers, it's my birthday today :)
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